Personal Style and lifestyle by Amanda C.Watson

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Every once in awhile, a girl has to indulge herself

Hello there my belles, hello there my lovely blog! Before I say anything about my new lovers you see above. I wanna just say that Im truly thankfull for all the support you guys showed on my previous post... I must say I m feeling better and Im really trying not to thinking about it. Like you guys said I shouldn't worry about something that is so uncertain... I'm young and strong and I will win this battle!

Ok lets now talk about my new lovers, I ordered them last week when I was feeling low. I had some NELLY money saved up so I basically got them for free =) hehe dont you just love freebies! When they arrived in the mail I felt in love right away... And I cannot wait to show them to you guys...

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Saturday, March 24, 2012

I love thee and I dont want to lose you

Glasses - H&M, Jacket - courtesy of Sheinside, tshirt - Gina Tricot, Belt - Beyond Retro, Shorts - courtesy of
Hello my belles, hello my dear blog. A couple of days ago I received the results of the pap test that I did a couple of weeks ago = (. And unfortunately for me the test was positive, they found some cell changes on the cervix canal. I still cannot tell you for sure, what it is and if it can turn into cancer. Now, they told me that I shouldn’t worry and that this abnormality might go away and that is very common, and that I should be glad that they caught it early.. All this, calms my nerves, but at the same time I’m still very concern.
I’m crossing my fingers and I hope that my body can fight this…( I don’t want an  operation, I don’t want to go trough this , I just  hate hospitals so so so much, I don’t wanna be part of this) In a couple of weeks they are going to do the test again to see if everything has gone back to normal. What I don’t get is why I need to wait. Why can’t they just do something about these changes NOW, Oh I wish they could!… Why do I need to wait and see if the problem heals by it self? And what if it doesn’t go away… and what if the next result shows that they found cancer. I hate the fact that they try to calm me down by telling me that is normal… Almost like saying that getting cancer is normal? Or am I exaggerating… I do understand that it’s normal to get cancer, but still… 
Even though this is “just an abnormality”  and that they caught early, all I can ask  myself is why Me? I don’t want to have cell changes in my body, I don’t want to have to worry about abnormalities that might or may not evolve into a monster. Im 23 years old and I have barely done anything with my short live,  and its not fair that I need to worry about cancer NOW…. On the other hand I do think I’ve done a lot, but there is so much more I wanna do… But Im not going to stress myself over this  ( I promise) And I’m hopeful and I  just hope, hope that this abnormality goes away… 
Things you should know:
·      A pap test is a screening used to detect potentially pre-cancerous and cancerous process in the cervix canal
·      Cell changes are common, and in some cases they turn in to cancer, if they are detected early the are treated with a “simple operation”
·      You should start thinking about getting the pap test, once you hit your 20’s and after that you should do it once every 3 or 6 years depending on your result history – in my case if everything goes fine, I will be doing it every 6 months, and after that every 3 years. (Don’t ignore this test) it’s as important as a mammogram.
·      In some countries like in Sweden , they automatically call you in when you are 23. I heard that in Great Britain you can do it when you are 21
·      There is a vaccine that can prevent this, so do what it is necessary to take it…
Now lets talk about something a little bit more cheerful…I wasnt going to post this post together with these photos, but at the last moment I changed my mind... I look so happy and almost careless, even though Im very concern... So what Im trying to do is to be positive... These pictures will turn this negative post in to a positive one =)

PS. : I applied for some master programs and I m so exited about this, so let just hope I get in, and  lets hope that the my body can fight this abnormality without any complications
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Monday, March 19, 2012

Do you want me

Blazer - Stradivarious, Tshirt -,shorts-H&M

Hello my belles, hello my lovely blog, I feel so bad for leaving you alone... I've been sick and very busy with school.. I hope you can forgive me...
Todays look was taken almost two weeks ago, and I wasnt going to post this look cuz I felt like I was wearing too much black( it almost looks like Im going to a sexy funeral hehe jk) But yeah, the only two things that I love in this look are the t-shirt and the glasses... 
Oh its time for me to leave you my little blog,I need to start getting ready for school, hope to see you again soon...

Besos y Abrazos =) 
Ps. Thank you Toshiko (its not her, its me) for sending me the glasses =)

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Saturday, March 10, 2012

Wake me up from my flowery bed

How like a winter hath my absence been
From thee, the pleasure of the fleeting year!
What freezings have I felt, what dark days seen!
What old December’s bareness every where!
And yet this time removed was summer’s time,
The teeming autumn, big with rich increase,
Bearing the wanton burden of the prime,
Like widow’d wombs after their lords’ decease:
Yet this abundant issue seem’d to me
But hope of orphans and unfather’d fruit;
For summer and his pleasures wait on thee,
And, thou away, the very birds are mute; 
Or, if they sing, ’tis with so dull a cheer 
That leaves look pale, dreading the winter’s near.
William Shakespeare (sonnet 97)

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

By the riverside...

Dress-Missguided, Jumper-Ginatricot,Wedges-Nelly, Blazer-Stradivarious

Hello there =) since I havent been able to blog properly lately, I decided to post a tons of pictures of my OOTD, Im really liking this look, specially the color palette, brown,burgundy,black,dark blue, white and cognac, what a great combination. And even the location where I took the pictures is just marvelous. I love this park (pilldammsparken), cuz its so big and just gorgeous... I got admit, its more beautiful during spring and summer... I cannot wait to take pictures here when it gets hotter =)

But lets go back to the cloth Im wearing... Im wearing this burgundy jumper is a little big on me but idk, I kinda like it that way, awkward and big hehe, and Im wearing a white lace dress that is gorgeous, but also sleeveless so I cannot wear it right now because of the cold... but if I put something on top of it, like a blazer or a jumper I should be fine... Really cannot wait to show this adorable dress to you =)

Tonight Im going to an event (or is more like an evening seminar) where 3 human rights representatives(Reed Brody, counsel and spokesperson for Human Rights Watch,  the swedish peace representavite Anna EK and Tendai Frank Tagarira from Zimbawe ) are going to talk about the worldwide struggle against dictatorships. So damn cool =) 

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Thursday, March 1, 2012

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Dress: Romwe, Jumper H&M,
Hello ma belles, Im so happy to be back, waay! Oh I hope you havent forgot about me, cuz that would be so sad. Just as sad as this song from Gotye, I mean  this song is so sad, and so good at the same time... and I cannot stop listening to it, maybe cuz I am a true masochist... I just love sad song haha lol, just kidding... But I cannot get this song out of my head, and I keep hear in it every, even yesterday at gym, how crazy is that?...But just imagine knowing someone and all the sudden you cannot speak to this person due different circumstances... Like, breaking up, fighting, or just life comes between you and you need to say goodbye to each other, and all the sudden everything changes... I mean how sad is that? Ah, this song is crazy!

But anyways, I took these photos yesterday, after turning in my school paper. Ever since I got this dress from Romwe I've been dying to wear it... And yes I know it looks like a skirt but its a dress... I think its going to look awesome for spring and summer... (stars are always in) I really cannot wait to show you the whole dress... 
Alright, that's it for today... I need to start moving cuz today I have so many things do... So this basically what I have planned for today: blog ( take photos), study,  go to work, go to a meeting with the Latin American group, work out, study again and go to sleep! Lets see if I can pull off =) 

Have a great day ma belles! Talk you soon xoxo!

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