Personal Style and lifestyle by Amanda C.Watson

Sunday, June 22, 2014

Expect the unexpected


I spend almost the whole week away in the middle of nowhere in the south of Sweden by the Baltic sea, with some amazing women that I got to know trough this organisation that I am in. Meeting after meeting...  Im still exhausted, but I sure did learn a lot.. And I also got some distance from everything that is happening in my life... Its nice to scape for a while...  But its hits you hard when you get back... Its so hard to explain, but I feel like these couple of weeks have gone so slowly and so fast at the same time... I can hardly keep track of the days, because it mostly feels like it all happened yesterday, but centuries ago... Everything seems to be prolongated. Every tough and every question is stuck in a vicousity of mixed emotions, blindness and disorientation ... I'm trying to get back on track with my work, but its not going easily... Its not going well at all... I feel this pressure and an amazing desire to be done... My expectations are too high and the only thing I want is put all my money together and grab a flight quickly out here...   I wanna wear this suit to the beach, with no heels, not jacket or armer to protect me from the cold and I want to feel the burning sand, the salty air and the salty water... I would love to have a week or two just for my self... I keep thinking about the movie Tracks and I wonder if taking off and being away from it all is the solution...

Happy Sunday to you all =)


Sunday, June 15, 2014

Dangerously in love and I'm still just so peachy


It's been too long and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do, said I've been needin' you
Wantin' you, wonderin' if you're the same
And who's been with you, is your heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes, I miss you

Its been way too long... And I really don't want to make this in to a long and sad comeback... But my life hasnt been happy and cheerful...  I really don't know when Im going to be able to wake up from this nightmare.  But Im making an afford, yet again to get back in to whatever my reality is...  At the moment my only cure is to keep myself busy and just make the best of it... I won't go into details... Its just isn't pretty, its just too sad and too damn shameful to spread around... Timing is so ironic, it all had to come around at the most weird and important time of my life... This is why I been having a love and hate relationship with summer the last couple years. Summer is my favorite season, but it has been spoil for way too much to enjoy it anymore... But that's enough about that.  I decided to come back to my blog and taking pictures of my outfits and I decided to make this summer count so that I can celebrate in december... It all will make sense later so don't ask me yet. Specially now that I don't want to ask myself those questions... 

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